How do you release where you've been to allow freedom in new experience? It has been one week since I had a major life shift (losing my job) and luckily I haven't, nor do I even care to, jump off a building or fire bomb my former employer. I like to think that I communicated to the universe long enough that I was unhappy with my job and the universe stepped in and handled what I could not.
Whether that happened or I was foolish enough to think the mistakes I made would go unnoticed are beyond my comprehension. What I do know is that something amazing happened that is now requiring of me so much Svadhyaya (self-study) that I cannot turn a blind eye to myself like I have for the majority of my adult life. It took losing my job to realize just how imbalanced my perception of Self has become-through work, friendships, relationships, commitments and everything else that collides in my life.
I can't pretend that this blog will do anything more than serve as journal masturbation (if that is even possible), but I hope to find clarity within myself as I slowly turn each page of this new chapter of my life.
Right now, all I want to make sure is that I put pants on every day . . .
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